I wish I was someone's reason for living. Why is it that people always turn to someone else for advice or questions or just to have fun? Sure, I have wonderful friends and an even more wonderful boyfriend, but wouldn't it be nice to have someone, preferably a girl, though most of my best friends are guys, who likes me just a little bit more than others. I know I have friends that are girls..but not that kind. Not the kind that in the deepest part of my heart, I desire most of all.