hi.

i don't feel like updating. this journal is no longer a reflection of my life or the things that are important in it. importance cannot be put into words and i don't feel like making a lame attempt. the time needed to make this journal deep and thoughtful and a reflection of my emotions is not available to me at this time. so forgive me if this post is rather basic and uninteresting.

school is school, last day of classes is tomorrow. i have a bio test tomorrow, then finals start wed and i have one every day until next tuesday. a test every day except sat and sun is not fun. slowly but surely. unbelievable that the last day of classes and the end of my freshman year of college is upon me.

i am sad to see the year go, but willing to let summer come. half of my friends from here are graduating. half of the team will not be here - the better half, in fact. campus will seem empty next year. i will be left in the dorm while the half of the team that is left will be living off campus. i will miss everyone so much.

i was nominated to be captain of the team next year. we'll see how that goes.

josh toth came to visit last weekend. it was super exciting and fun. he is the only one from back home who has come to visit, besides my mom and jackie last semester when i was supposed to go home and couldn't. he is the only person besides people from school who has seen me play ultimate. it was so wonderful to have him come, and i'm glad he did. he is underway right now and i miss him but we are going to hang out lots this summer. and i get to go on his boat and get a navy sweatshirt and pretend like i'm in the navy.

the military facinates me.

we came in second at our tourney last weekend. we were down 10-4 at the half during our game against Binghamton A and came back to win it 15-14. it was the most spectacular game of ultimate that i have ever seen or played.

my left leg is twitching.

i must go. time is wasting. until next time.