well hello.
this past week has been a week from hell and i'm so glad it's over. it'started with the accident on the way back from school and just kept rolling along. oh well.

it's been nice to be home but strange indeed. i miss my friends from school so very much, and i can't wait to see most of them at Wildwood this summer. it's strange to not be able to just IM someone and meet them in 10 min to do something. to just walk up to shen and find someone to play a game with or watch a movie. i miss that. i'll miss basement next year. i'll miss megan being half a floor away, though being in a townhouse does have its advantages. watch out girls, i'll be on the couch more than you know! :)

i've learned that friends from home aren't friends so much anymore, except maybe the forever friends like ashley and dayna and the ridleys. it's harsh and sad to say, but that's the way it feels. they have their own little group, and since they see each other all the time, i guess they don't feel like they can reach out as easily to the ones who are back from a year of school. but that's ok. we hang out with ourselves :) i miss them and who they used to be. the friends i keep from home and the friends i made at school are keepers, encouragers of my spiritual walk and love of the Lord, focused on making themselves and the world around them better. i love that about them.

speaking of which, ashley is here and we're going out to enjoy the sunshine and make some of our own. :)

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