Once a true believer
Once there was a fire in your soul
You were the epitome of blessed faith astir
With thirst for holiness
And hunger for the Word
Now you move in other circles
To the beat of different drums
And I see only glimpses of the one you used to be
The inspiration that you were to me

I miss the way His love would dance within your eyes
I miss the way His heart was the soul of your life
And somewhere in the saddest part of heaven's room
Our Father sheds a tear for you
He's missing you, too.

Some are calling you a prodigal
Some aren't calling you at all
But far away someone is calling you back home
Do you hear it anymore out there on your own?

i miss you. why did you have to leave? why are you breaking my heart? i miss your smile, your brother-like teasing, your laugh. i miss learning rugby. i miss calling you. i miss sitting around the house doing nothing. i miss piggy back rides and watching movies. i miss making sure it is Sprite, laughing about capture the flag and gym, multiple field trips, and our senior trip. i miss worshipping with you. i miss going to concerts and getting beat up. i miss you making me tea. i miss knowing you are just a phone call away when i need a shoulder to cry on. i miss knowing you are my best friend.

where are you? what are you doing this very moment? why won't you talk to me?

i miss you.

do you miss me too?